On the Road Again

It is very early. I have slept very little. I have been waiting for my menses to show up and had hoped to see red this morning. Nope. Of course not. Why would things unfold as I want them to do?

Although I have no checked bags, I want to throw my bushel of fears into cargo and leave her there.

We are about to board. This is it. I see Dr. Braverman tomorrow after my first intralipids infusion in his office. I have already paid a small fortune for many of the meds I will be taking.

I would be lying if I said am not scared. I’m scared the cycle will be cancelled due to a cyst or the like. I am afraid our embryos won’t make it. I am afraid of this cycle failing in any number of ways.

That said, I have my hypnotherapy recording with me and I plan to listen to that on the first flight to settle me down and hopefully to reconnect with Azulito, our little spirit baby.

Here we go!

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24 thoughts on “On the Road Again

  1. Wishing you every single ounce of courage as you embark on this trip and wishing you the absolute best outcome possible – your little miracle baby. I’ll be cheering you on from the sidelines and thinking of you!!

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