It is very early. I have slept very little. I have been waiting for my menses to show up and had hoped to see red this morning. Nope. Of course not. Why would things unfold as I want them to do?
Although I have no checked bags, I want to throw my bushel of fears into cargo and leave her there.
We are about to board. This is it. I see Dr. Braverman tomorrow after my first intralipids infusion in his office. I have already paid a small fortune for many of the meds I will be taking.
I would be lying if I said am not scared. I’m scared the cycle will be cancelled due to a cyst or the like. I am afraid our embryos won’t make it. I am afraid of this cycle failing in any number of ways.
That said, I have my hypnotherapy recording with me and I plan to listen to that on the first flight to settle me down and hopefully to reconnect with Azulito, our little spirit baby.
Here we go!
spiritbabycomehome 
Sending prayers your way !!
Thank you!!
Wishing you every single ounce of courage as you embark on this trip and wishing you the absolute best outcome possible – your little miracle baby. I’ll be cheering you on from the sidelines and thinking of you!!
Thank you. I will need this and appreciate it very much.
Thinking of you! Take lots of deep breaths and try to stay in the here and now as much as you can. Hugs, hugs, hugs!
Good idea. Taking as many breaths as I can without hyperventilating. 😉
LOL! Right, hyperventilating will definitely not help. Try not to do that. 🙂 I suppose I should have said, slow, controlled deep breaths. 🙂
Throw that fear right out of the plane and watch it fall, crash and burn! You got this. Good luck!
Ha! Easier said than done. I cannot believe how anxious I am every day right now. It’s heart-stopping.
Good luck my friend. Sending you much love and light.
Sending many happy thoughts and positive vibes your way!
Sending positive and prego vibes your way!
Thanks!
Thinking of you ❤ XO
Thank you, MLACS.
I hope it goes well! Good luck. I can’t wait to hear what he has to say.
Praying for you and sending you all the strength and positive energy I have! Safe travels ❤
Thank you. I truly appreciate those +++s and strength!
I hope everything goes well! Let’s go Azulito!
Thanks. Me too!
Thinking of you as you embark on this next stage of your journey. Safe travels and much success with dr B!
Thank you. This journey is so nerve-wracking. I need a Valium!
Good luck and safe travels! Wishing you strength and peace.
Thank you very much. I need both!